11/30

Last night, I went to night market with five of my friends. Since we previous always ate steak, we wanted to have some special food; therefore we chose Mongolian Barbecue. Well, I thought it would taste good as I imagined. But in fact, it was not very delicious for me. Afterwards, we wandered for about an hour, and then we had an idea which was to see a movie, Good Luck Chuck, in Winnie's room. It was not only a comedy movie, but also a little sex in the film. I think it is okay for me to see a little sex movie since I am already an adult. We saw the movie until 10:30 pm. Then we went home and went to bed.

Smile

Smiling is important when we meet people who we have not known before. Also, it is that we give a good impression on someone. For example, my friends tell me that if I don't smile, I look like as if I am angry or look cool. But in fact, I am not angry or something. I feel that smiling can make me keep happy. And, it can get rid of my worry. It is said that smile loudly to the mirror when we get in in the morning will keep our mood feel good all day. So, I will try every day for making myself having a happy life.

11/26

The midterm result came out. The result was that I did not do well and also it means that I must study hard for final exam; otherwise I will fail in some subjects this semester. The subject that I worry is oral interpretation. The teacher is very strict and seems not very satisfy with our performance in the class. Anyway, I will do my best to adapt to the way that the teacher teaches. I don’t like exam, it is just a strategy that bring stress to me. However if there are not any exam, I will not study.

11/23

There are a lot of car accidents in the newspaper almost everyday. When I read them, I have a feeling that I am afraid of riding motorcycle outside. Some people ride or drive so fast that the accident causes seriously. However, some are victim of the accident. Why some people ride so quickly? Are they in a rush? Or don’t they obey the traffic rules? I think the answer is yes. Ride slowly and don’t trespass against the rules. To make ourselves be safe is important and also for our family. After all, no one wants to hear the bad news. How to reduce the accident is that we people should keep the rules together.

11/21

Tonight, my older sister played a joke on me. She called me and said we went to Taipei tomorrow. She told me that she won the first prize of the lottery. Therefore, we had to go to Taipei and received the money. I believed what she said. However, she lied to me. She just won four hundreds dollars. I was such stupid that I believed this was true. I do really hope I could win the lottery, but it seems to be impossible because I am not a lucky winner.

11/19

Tonight, I had a hot-pot with six of my friends, Cindy, Judy etc. at To-Fu. The food which they served was good than San-Ma, and also was a little expensive. But I thought it was a reasonable price. I was so full that I couldn't’t eat up all the food. We took a lot of picture during the meal. After we finished, we decided to go to Cindy’s suit. We played cards and checker and we talked aloud in a room. It seemed that Cindy’s suit became a small casino. Well, we really had a good time. I stayed there until eleven o’clock, then we went home. A happy day went away.

11/09

I had a hot-pot tonight at San-Ma with my friends, Cindy, Judy, Winnie and Tina. It was rarely opportunity for us to get together and have a dinner. Because of the school exam, we didn’t go home this week and chose to stay in Tainan. So, we decided to go to San-Ma this morning. What our original plan was eat spicy hot pot if we all finish our exam on Thursday. Unlucky, Cindy, Judy and I still have test on Friday; therefore we have to change the day. We had already discussed about this a month ago. I did really expect that we could eat together. However, our plan was disturbed by school exam.

11/07

I got the second time cold from the beginning of this semester. Without seeing the doctor, I take the medicine which was previous. Moreover, I feel stress these days because the midterm is coming soon. I don’t have any energy to study and I get tired easily because of the cold. It must be very exciting if I don’t study this week and welcome the exam. But, I can’t do that. Feared that I fail in some subjects, I have to force myself to pretend that I am not sick and still have a lot of energy to prepare for the exam. What’s the worst to me is that we have oral interpretation exam tomorrow because the stuffy nose will influence me. I pray to God for I can get better tomorrow.

Stress

I become anxiety when I start to feel stress. Also, I can’t sleep well at night because I will think continuously in my brain. The things that make me feel stressful are schoolwork or money and so on. I sit in front of the computer, go out by riding motorcycle or chat with my friends to reduce my stress. These can make me feel much better. For example, I dicuess my problem with my friends, she can give me some advise. I take their advise into consideration, sometimes it is useful to me. Or, I ride and wander around. At least, I try to find a correct way to solve my problem and not just stay in a room and think.

Expression

It is hard for me to express my emotion since I am not good at speaking. For example, although my father is nice to me, I am still afraid of him. My family has a piece of mountainous region in Mei Nung and Chia Hsien. My dad plants some fruits there and he is just like a farmer. Whenever he goes back from the work, he seems very tired. I bleed for him in my mind. I want to tell him that be careful when you drives to the work and back from the work and don’t be too tired. I can’t say those words to him, but just think in my mind.
The only method that I can unleash my feelings is type on the blog. Maybe it is a good way for me to express my thought.